a new beginning

My name is Stephanie.
I was born in a small town on the gulf coast, but I still don't know where I belong.
I am a child, but I am expected to grow up and do great things. Even though I want to, I still don't know what really counts as great. So instead, I will write and learn and travel the world and teach other kids everything that I discover along the way.
My favorite number is three. 12/30/93; it equals 3-3-3, which is 3cubed.
I get upset a lot, and I mourn over things that I haven't even lost yet.
I'm afraid of driving, and I also don't think I will like flying much, either.
I don't like the heat, and I don't like the cold, but I want to live in someplace like Oregon, Washington, New York, Canada, or California.
I've been to all of those places except for Oregon, but I might go to school there one day. Maybe.
My main plan is possibly going to Yale. But now, I'm not so sure. I might just stay here.
I've been through a lot of pains in life, and I've seen a lot of horrible things, but the worst is my broken heart that I don't expect to ever be fixed.
I'm afraid of getting too close to somebody. I love people for their minds and souls, not their bodies.
When I die, I am going to go up to the sun and hope for a nice reincarnation of my soul.